aint nothing much happened after the new years... yeh.. life seems boring now a days... huys... nothing poppin anymore... same thing everyday. i needa expericence something new, so, yeh... im still tryna get away from philly... it startin to SUCK majorrrr.

i love this song... natalie - going crazy, its nice...

so wha can i say? merry christmas... hope alla ya got what you really wanted?? but you know what, it aint all about material things, juss remeber... what you truly want, you can't put a price on it... and if you can... damn you must be spoiled...

i know what i truly wanted this year... to spend the holidays with my family in california... to take a break from philadelphia just for a few days. to find myself again. cuz im just so lost. my mind need its self a lil breather...

now that christmas is here... next up is the new years... 2005... yeh, it should be our year, whoever that is c/o o5... we gotta make it our year... so yeh, imma try to make the best of it... hope i got the strength too... all i know is that i gotta keep my head up... imma try, just for you guys out there... but dont mind the fake smile ya will see... cuz its juss alll for yaaaaa -=/

ey ya, ya should put in some money for the Oakie foundation... help a girl go back to california nah meanz? hehe... i needa get outta philly